Been missing for a moment and its already 2010! School has started and it feels totally different now in week 2. I don't know how different it feels to her, but its totally a new experience going to school and not having my phone beeping through lessons or breaks. Its so different to be roaming around north spine and not having to meet her at the south spine. Life takes some getting used to. Met up with her twice and asked her if we could see a second chance together and she rejected me. She seems like a total stranger now and I feel so weird when I see her around. No doubt I still feel for her, I still worry for her but sometimes its just weird knowing all has changed... School term has started and there is suddenly so many things I'm thinking of all at the same time. I wish I could sort them out and clear them one by one. Sometimes I don't even know what's that bloody thought at the back of my mine..... What do I really want?? I am trying to work towards what I want in life. That's what she wanted too when we ended off......HELP ME......
You give my life a brand new start...
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