Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Amaingly my body tells me that I 've had enough sleep and I should just wake up. Will be having my training in another hour's time and I just thought I shall use this little time in between to do some soul searching as usual. My mood has been a tad unpredictable so far and sometimes I have to ask myself what has been driving myself crazy. Many a times I see that little things can piss me off quite badly, just as how Ivan did when it wasn't really that much a boiling point now that I took a step back. My apologies for the foul mood and bad attitude, perhaps I need some counselling now. I guess I will never be able to understand people sometimes. It is in me or perhaps now, imbued in me that little sense of insecurity. Sometimes, I'd rather be the player in the game. This is random, I just needed to find my own answer. Some things are meant to be and if for a start they ain't they never will be. Its not me being emotional again. I need somewhere quiet to retreat back into........
You give my life a brand new start...
4:56:00 PM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Its been sometime since I last visited my own blog and that kind of explains the lack of updating as well. The results are out, I am in the team now. Kind of official already after making it through the inititation on wednesday during the recess week. In my opininon, I thought the initiation was pretty alright since I managed to walk back to my room without having cramps halfway through the route, but I must say that it was really a crazy experience for me, something I will definitely think twice about going through again! In any case, Training proper has started since recess week and with the mounting pressure on me to complete my work and attend trainings, it has been pretty stressful especially since the exams are coming soon in another 1 month or so. But since I have chosen to be in the team, it is only right that I learn to cope with the stress. The one thing I should know is that I am not alone in this, 'cos there are 40 others in the team who probably feels exactly the same way too. My first race will be coming up in another 2 weeks time and its gonna a hell of an experience since I have never been in a competitive dragonboat race before. Lets just hope this will be a positive experience. =)Aside from my academics and dragon boat trainings, I surely miss my friends too. Isa, Xb, Lin....I think its about time we meet up soon ya? Maybe dinner on a sat or sun night will be good.. Err...I think saturday will be good. In any case, life has been wonderful. Especially since I have managed to sort out my mind whether I should join DB or not and so, I should put my heart into it and not disappoint the people out there who has been supportive all the while. Many of my friends have been asking me how are things, and here's the answer..... Its all fine...Thanks for the concern peeps =D"Friends are like Peanut Butter ... it sticks to the roof of your mouth .like a friend sticks to you.... and it feels as if they never go away.! Just like the super tough peeeeenut that sticks onto BUTTer....=P"
You give my life a brand new start...
10:35:00 PM
