i'm like workin now and i just got blasted by the professor for 'not passing on relevant information'. Oh c'mon! i came in the first day expecting to learn my job and you decided to tell me stuffs which sounds so foreign to me. no doubt i jotted those down, filled my whiteboard with some red ink and tried to make sense outta no sense. hmmm. crap! well it kinda pisses me off the way she bosses ppl. well, true enuff i've done wrong, but does it hurt you trying to say it just once more? hmmz..some ppl.. and thats the way life is with ppl rite up at the top.. yes you're great and we're not. thats why i'm sloggin for you ain't it? hmmz.

well. lets just let that frustration end there. will be going for my lunch in a while and i tot, why not use some of my free time to update my blog a little. I want to keep this blog from her but at the same time i want her to find out...hmm we do contradict ourselves sometimes. well. we didn't talk much ystd, din even msg much. thats just life, she's concentrating on getting her A's and all while i am working to earn my keep.She needs the sleep early just as i did, for training so hard in the gym. haha. well not THAT hard. i kinda missed the times we said that we're like the model couple, like how we'd like other ppl to throw those glances in envy, how we liked to joke on the train home and all. Guess, its gonna be a tough way up all over again.Sometimes, i really wished that there only the two of us there so that its only me and her and no one else, but i'm 'oh-so-super' glad that i've got my frenz. i've neglected my time with them just so i can be with her, but i guess, it was all worth it... hmm..hey guys, i know u all understand how i feel and will empathise with me.. i promise to make time out for all of us as much as possible yeah..

I look back on the times we've had and i miss the smiles you've given me..I miss those days where we smiled, we laughed and we had fun.. you'll alwiz be the best i've ever had....
You give my life a brand new start...
1:30:00 PM

This is actually my 2nd blog if ever i were to consider my previous one..mmz. i used to wonder why did anyone needed to have a blog, but i think that perhaps thru this, we get to let off the pent off frustration in us. Life for the past one year was sweet, lovely.. i think i may be one of the more sentimental guys around, or prolly just pure stubborn. She gave me hope and she's everyth to me for the past year. She's still here by my side, but i am afraid it wun be long..

Ppl tell me that she has to come to realise that I mean so much to her and i am so nice to her so that she will know that i am the one she's looking for.. but i can't, i can't just leave this to fate..i can't wait and see someone hold her hands, kisses her on the lips, hold her by the waist before she realises..she's special to me..no one wants their special someone to be held, kissed and touched by someone else...

SOmetimes you try to be the gentlemen but they are others who cut your queue and steps right onto your feet, then they say sorry. BY then, the damage is done, my new shoes are dirtied..and you manage to get the attention you want...you get it all...the trust and the belief...I believe that one day, something will just happen the same way to you.. its all fair.. let god decide..

Love is sucha wonderful thing..It keeps me going...It keeps me trying..

Missing ya lots..
You give my life a brand new start...
5:07:00 PM

heyO.. taking some time off work to work on my blog abit.. ahah i'm missing her and i hope she is as well.. love is driving me nuts!! ahhah.....
You give my life a brand new start...
3:27:00 PM

I used to see myself as an optimistic individual, I used to tell my frenz tht there will always be a way.. but perhaps as we grow older, we become more sentimental and more aware of what is happening to our surroundings and we get affected by it. I love to day dream, I love to think about life and bout why we live, but perhaps thinking gets you to worry... enuff said.. just someth i tot i'd wanted to share as much as my fren had left on his frenster account...

it can be difficult to see people in the present, rather than to focus on the past or future. How may times have we held on to the memories of something they did a long time ago? How often have we let those unhappy memories color our feelings, accumulating resentments and gathering evidence against those that we love. If we hold on to the past hurts, we no longer have the intention of loving them. Instead of holding on to these unpleasant feelings, we must learn to say "ouch" when we are hurt, and to the person who hurt us. Then we can move on.

Not all relationships are supposed to last a lifetime;some are supposed to end.Some are supposed to last fifty years or six mths.some relationships only complete when a person dies;other complete during their lifetimes.The length of a relationship,or how it ends,is never wrong.It's simply life.Ultimately,we have to look at relationships in terms of whether or not they are complete,and how to best complete them.

There are no mistakes in relationships;everything unfolds the way it's supposed to.From the 1st encounter with one another to our last gd bye,we are in relationship with each other.

Treasure everyone around you, before they are gone. Forgiving means acknowledging the past and letting it go.

Life is short. Live it to the Fullest!
You give my life a brand new start...
5:56:00 PM