Time has taken its toll on me and when you finally realised that she's actually already thinking of another guy, the pain becomes unbearable. Two times in a row, I've been hurt in a relationship just because I gave my all. So it seems that good guys do finish last. Yesterday I decided after sometime that the best way out is for me to walk out of this alone. I've decided to give it up. She can go and find her happiness with him and that I wish them the best. The heart's feeling the pain and its no longer in a piece, the promises we had, the words she said and the presents she make are making it so difficult to put it all to rest. This is love, this is life, complicated and tough. I wished I was still a little boy, I wished I didn't have so much to worry and think about, I wished I was a monk, I wished I never had to fall in love and feel the pain.....
How I wish for a bit of fairness in exchange for all that i've done for her? I am so crushed....
You give my life a brand new start...
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