This can be so crazy, this can be so tiring. Sometimes, I really don't know who to listen to and who to trust. At the back of my mind, I seem to know that she will just leave and run towards him but there will be other times when I will think that she will see the light. In any case, it has been so tiring physically and mentally. She is suffering too and so am I, in no way am I less hurt than she is. It was such a sweet beginning and such a fairytale two years but now its all gone with the wind. Sometimes I cannot understand how she would want to give this all up for a new guy and perhaps, I should have anticipated all these. I knew I would often question myself whenever I see pretty girls, but I knew that looks ain't everything and looking beyond that i had a loving girlfriend, whom I thought really LOVED me. Guess what, it couldn't be any less hurting to hear it for myself and to know that actually the truth is not so fairytale-like. This is life, we are all humans. We want something better for ourselves and it is through this pursuit of perfection that we lose ourselves. Maybe I should be selfish, I should worry about myself and not her anymore, I should move on.... And when I do, I never look back anymore.. That's me.. At least for now, I know, she seemed like giving this all up... Its time to move on my friend...
You give my life a brand new start...
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