Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Amaingly my body tells me that I 've had enough sleep and I should just wake up. Will be having my training in another hour's time and I just thought I shall use this little time in between to do some soul searching as usual. My mood has been a tad unpredictable so far and sometimes I have to ask myself what has been driving myself crazy. Many a times I see that little things can piss me off quite badly, just as how Ivan did when it wasn't really that much a boiling point now that I took a step back. My apologies for the foul mood and bad attitude, perhaps I need some counselling now. I guess I will never be able to understand people sometimes. It is in me or perhaps now, imbued in me that little sense of insecurity. Sometimes, I'd rather be the player in the game. This is random, I just needed to find my own answer. Some things are meant to be and if for a start they ain't they never will be. Its not me being emotional again. I need somewhere quiet to retreat back into........
You give my life a brand new start...
4:56:00 PM
