Friday, September 14, 2007
Just suddenly had this urge to 'pen' something on my blog before my lecture. School's been pretty hard to cope so far. The tutors sometimes speak 'spanish' or even 'german'. Its been torturing trying to decipher what they are trying to tell us. But nevertheless, friends are always there to back you up. The Continual Assessments are coming up next week and then the long awaited recess week before a mad frenzy for school starts again. That is my life now, a far cry from the mindless 'chiong-ing' and overnight missions in NS, but the kind of stress is definitely different. On a lighter note, I have been wondering why I always lack that little bit of self confidence to make things happen. Perhaps I've had too many good looking friends around me, or perhaps the way people make remarks about you. There is seriously no way you can control what they think and there is simply no point at all in changing what they think of you. But in any case, I need some serious ego boosting! Its just a thin line between arrogance and being confident. Hmmm..... I need to boost my ego, my self confidence and inflate some pride into myself! LOL....smile smile smile.. Today will be a better day than yesterday!I am not gay k...! =D
You give my life a brand new start...
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