Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Mummy's angry with me cos' she's worried. But there's no call for worries. My tonsils on the left is slightly swollen since monday and mummy wanted me to catch the doc last night, but i have refused, telling her i wanna be jogging instead. Sometimes, you just wished you could lie at the benches and fall asleep looking at the stars.I started to think and reflect as i stared into the sky last nites. I missed NS terribly, I can't figure why. I felt the same way when i was looking through the little book we made at the end of the course. It reminded me of training, of camps, of commissioning parade and the ball. I can't say how much i missed training in camp and all. Seriously, I wished I had more commitment back then, I wished I had put in more. My boss had this belief in me, he knew that I had the potential, but to make sure I show it, he said it needed something to crush me....But it never happened then. Maybe, I just needed to set the priorities right and set the sail in the correct direction. I was lookin at the photos of the commissioning ball for my last batch of trainees which was held at the jewel box. That was perhaps one day I really missed, I stared at the card they'd made for me and the appreciations they had for me.....I really thought I could have given more to them. Perhaps.........If only I could turn back time...
You give my life a brand new start...
9:11:00 AM
