Good morning guys. kind of early considering i slept at 2 last nites. ain't crying but was doing someth else. The unlikely happened ystd and i've decided to move on and pursue wad i want in my life. There will alwiz be an ending to everyth and for now, this has ended and I WILL move on. Memories like how chrizy put it are nice to have and sweet to reminsce..i will prolly not forget the lil things she's done and all, but as i am typing now, the memories flood back. I'm no longer crying, I dunno why, perhaps, there was nothing to look forward to and i'm merely deluding myself so far.

The one in her mind now is no longer me and i've never liked being, 'zhi zuo duo qing'. Perhaps we learn and move on. Its a very simple thing, you go up and you come down..when its impossible to go down anymore, you will hafta find the way up again.. It may start tough, it may be undulating, but rmb that once you find the right way halfway thru, it juz goes up and up... hmmz. i dunno why but as i type, the memories juz comes back. I think i wanna be special to her and i dot want the next guy who comes along to have done the things and shared the same that i have been thru with her. mabbe tat will be. but it no longer matters....

hey gal, if you're reading this. I'm moving on. Thanks for the wonderful memories, sweet love that you've showered me in our 14 months, 15 days tgt amazing our anni was on the 13..lolz.. okies..in all that you do, rmb..think of wad you want..the big picture, he can alwiz wait till the A's are over if he really likes you, but the ball's in your court. dot procrastinate anymore. i wun be bothering you from today onwards, your wings are free to spread again, but u muz learn to think...fly on gal....
You give my life a brand new start...
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