Not all fairytales end b'cos all good things should never come to an end. Just like how the prince and princess will alwiz live happily ever after. someone said this before. Which is longer?
forever or
always? Dot ask me. i Seriously have no idea. I know i am sad, but i am more disappointed. Disappointed that wad i have believed in has alwiz failed me. But i dot blame her, i dot hate her.. i miss her! Seriously.. i DO. its not one week, not one month, but one year... hmm.
On the journey to work, i tot of the happy times we had, the times we would laugh on the train, living in our own world, walk arnd orchard swinging our hands like little kids, catching 'ballet under the stars' at Fort canning, the movies we have watched together, the hours spent frolicking under the sun in Sentosa and the BBQ we had.... We had so much to share, so much fun. Every conversation in the nites is alwiz different. Every msg then was wad i looked forward to... I enjoyed gving her the little surprises, seeing her go..."you're here????!!!". And as i typed, i could feel the tears welling up... all i've done, i've done with her in my mind. all that i have given is all that i could. i will miss shopping at "spotlight", PS for the little gifts i will alwiz make and i will miss walking along orchard, past city hall to the esplanade......I will miss you most importantly...! The one i call mine is kept safely in my heart.. I need you... I love you.I really do!
You are luckier than me 'cos you can choose betwn loving me and not loving me while i can only choose to love you or love you more... you were everyth i had and that i have lost...
You give my life a brand new start...
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