hEy frenz, i feel really loved knowing that all you guys that care for me so much. I prolly have to disappoint you guys as much cuz i really don't wanna give up. no doubt i will try to be strong, to move on, but a part of me tells me that i should hold on. hmmz. i am trying, trying to grapple with the fact i've lost her, trying to grapple with the fact that the times we've had will become memories that i have of her and of the love we once shared. many ppl think that i am making it sound exaggerating and overrated, but to me, this is something special and will alwiz remain so. in fact, i'm afraid, afraid that she gets over me. afraid that she has already gotten over me. I can never bring myself to imagine her with someone else, holding someone else's hands, kissing someone else's lips and all. I dunno, i just want to be with her. Guys, just let me hold on to this twindling hope till it shatters my dreams totally, help me by supporting me when i fall and when i break down......You can never wean a lover from the cup of love, unless he chooses to give up...

Dear gal, if you ever get to read this. do call me, i really miss you badly.. i miss your voice, your msges and the grin you alwiz give... i still love you....
You give my life a brand new start...
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