i'm like workin now and i just got blasted by the professor for 'not passing on relevant information'. Oh c'mon! i came in the first day expecting to learn my job and you decided to tell me stuffs which sounds so foreign to me. no doubt i jotted those down, filled my whiteboard with some red ink and tried to make sense outta no sense. hmmm. crap! well it kinda pisses me off the way she bosses ppl. well, true enuff i've done wrong, but does it hurt you trying to say it just once more? hmmz..some ppl.. and thats the way life is with ppl rite up at the top.. yes you're great and we're not. thats why i'm sloggin for you ain't it? hmmz.

well. lets just let that frustration end there. will be going for my lunch in a while and i tot, why not use some of my free time to update my blog a little. I want to keep this blog from her but at the same time i want her to find out...hmm we do contradict ourselves sometimes. well. we didn't talk much ystd, din even msg much. thats just life, she's concentrating on getting her A's and all while i am working to earn my keep.She needs the sleep early just as i did, for training so hard in the gym. haha. well not THAT hard. i kinda missed the times we said that we're like the model couple, like how we'd like other ppl to throw those glances in envy, how we liked to joke on the train home and all. Guess, its gonna be a tough way up all over again.Sometimes, i really wished that there only the two of us there so that its only me and her and no one else, but i'm 'oh-so-super' glad that i've got my frenz. i've neglected my time with them just so i can be with her, but i guess, it was all worth it... hmm..hey guys, i know u all understand how i feel and will empathise with me.. i promise to make time out for all of us as much as possible yeah..

I look back on the times we've had and i miss the smiles you've given me..I miss those days where we smiled, we laughed and we had fun.. you'll alwiz be the best i've ever had....
You give my life a brand new start...
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