This is actually my 2nd blog if ever i were to consider my previous one..mmz. i used to wonder why did anyone needed to have a blog, but i think that perhaps thru this, we get to let off the pent off frustration in us. Life for the past one year was sweet, lovely.. i think i may be one of the more sentimental guys around, or prolly just pure stubborn. She gave me hope and she's everyth to me for the past year. She's still here by my side, but i am afraid it wun be long..

Ppl tell me that she has to come to realise that I mean so much to her and i am so nice to her so that she will know that i am the one she's looking for.. but i can't, i can't just leave this to fate..i can't wait and see someone hold her hands, kisses her on the lips, hold her by the waist before she realises..she's special to me..no one wants their special someone to be held, kissed and touched by someone else...

SOmetimes you try to be the gentlemen but they are others who cut your queue and steps right onto your feet, then they say sorry. BY then, the damage is done, my new shoes are dirtied..and you manage to get the attention you want...you get it all...the trust and the belief...I believe that one day, something will just happen the same way to you.. its all fair.. let god decide..

Love is sucha wonderful thing..It keeps me going...It keeps me trying..

Missing ya lots..
You give my life a brand new start...
5:07:00 PM