Been a while since I got myself to write a thing or two. Been caught up with exams and the preparations. My third paper's tomorrow and I just have this bad feeling I've already screwed the last two up! I got this weird feeling in me that I don't know who to tell. After moving on for a while, I realised I started to walk back to that same spot again. Tell me why am I dreaming of her for so many days consecutively? My mind should be filled with lots of information, lots of equation, lots of work but guess what.........ITS JUST EMPTY! Its fucking empty, except for the random thoughts about the past. Been a month since we talked, been a month since we met, been a month since we parted and she has been moving on ever since, left on a fucking jet plane while I'm still stucked at the same spot hoping for miracles and thinking its crazy how things have settled. I hate how I can even think of her when I am fucking doing my 3003 paper! I hate how I can fucking even think of how it used to be when the exams were near.. FUCKING HELL!!!!! FUCK MY LIFE....
You give my life a brand new start...
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