Happy Holidays? There are so many could have been, so many what ifs but none of what is going through my mind is ever going to work out, isn't it? I have been cramming my schedule with activities every single day so that I won't even have the time to be bothered by anything else. I simply cannot remember what I went through for the past one week and I just cannot help but feel damn tired at this moment. I am simply glad I had the chance to sleep till I wake up, not having to worry about studying or anything else. I ask myself sometimes, what do I want at this moment in my life? I really do not know. I am feeling super random and spontaneous and all I'd like to do now is to have fun and not think of anything else. Seriously, I could have been in Bangkok at this moment had things not unfolded this way. Seriously, I have no idea how things in life can take such a crazy turn. Are there miracles in life? Do I believe in miracles? I simply have no idea. I don't know what I am trying to say, perhaps that tells you the state of mind i am in.... I AM LOST...
You give my life a brand new start...
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