Been a long time since i sat down and had a decent session blogging. I used to think that things are in control and that I am in control, but sometimes, in life, I must say that you can't control what happens. It was a rather painful lesson learned and till this day, I am still asking myself the same question, the same question that keeps me thinking of what I want in my life. I spoke to zhiyuan on this and he agrees with me that he has the same question about himself but well...it doesn't matter if I have an answer for myself. It does not matter at all. Not anymore.
I have seen for myself the successful stories of many and the failed ones aplenty, sometimes, you can't really determine what's what. Am I making sense at all? I am looking forward, not backtracking, but many a time, my heart skips a beat whenever I see things i shouldn't even be bothered to look at. Now life holds a whole new meaning for me, for me to find out what I really, really want. Its 'friendship'....myself, my family. Having 'fallen from grace', i realized that all of a sudden, I am all alone, with no close friends, no nothing. I also realized that no one can promise forever, nothing guarantees forever anymore. How do you profess your love? Just by saying 'I love you' or by saying..... 'forever'? Its something so much more than that. Seriously, it means more than that few words.
I am myself, and i will not allow myself to fall...Screw this shit!
You give my life a brand new start...
7:13:00 PM
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Since: 26 Feb 2007
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Liars
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An everlasting r'ship
A lovable gf.....HER~
Life to be super great!
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