Hmmm.. am at work now and i've a gazillion tots on my mind. The journey to work is what i really enjoy. I enjoy getting to sit down all alone in the bus, staring thru the windows and thinking, thinking of the happy memories we've had. No doubt it gets painful when i come to realise the cold hard truth, that she's no longer mine, i choose to live in the memories that i knew she loved me.. it was the sweetest thing knowing her.. we've had our own fair share of happy memories and these are things i will remember in time to come. gal, if you're reading this and you miss me too, msg me.. hmmz. its so hard trying to keep my fingers from working, from typing you a msg. I just din wanna be like an idiot. I choose to believe that you have forgotten me and you no longer feel towards me. gal, i am still waiting.. waiting for that miracle. waiting for you to tell me you missed me..for you to come back to me. silly as it may seem, painful as you may think, unfair as it may be to me...but all i want for now i you and the memories i've shared.

i went home last nites and i decided not to clear my cupboard that was reserved for the things you've given me. The stitch you've made is still there, our photo as well..the puzzle for my birthday is there and so is the ring that says.......................

All I refuse, Thee I chuse......Loveth you gal....The beautiful memories you've given me still lives on. My heart is still with you cos' i've lost the key to open it up. . i'm waiting for the day you can find the key and open it up for me again. I know its dumb to hold on to someth that may not have anyth outta it. but gal, i'm waiting for you... still...waiting for your msg. I just wanna tell you i miss you badly...

To love is not a painful thing, to forget that you've loved is painful.....
You give my life a brand new start...
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