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Saturday, March 13, 2010
I wonder if anyone actually still reads my blog. I don't know what's with this "I wished someone would know and shower some care" mentality but I guess I just wanted to feel like I was still important, some way some how. At the last college class meet up, I met andrea and it was so long before I met her again even though we're in the same school and we're both staying in hall! There were lots to say and I must admit that each time I meet her, she gives me this warm fuzzy feeling, this feeling that tells me that she cares, she really does. I don't know if she cares for me because she used to crush on me or if its just her! I told her how I really felt about this relationship and how this time, the same girl who went through so much with me and gave me so much confidence in myself could actually tear me down and bring me back to the starting line. Andrea said one thing that made me really, really touched. She said, you're a piece of treasure and trust me, you will definitely find a better girl.

That was more than just a word of assurance to me, it made me realised how she has thought of me all this while. And perhaps, there's at least this one girl who actually thinks i'm a piece of treasure after all. 3 months have past for 2010 and it has been 5 months since we broke up. Its been amazing that having thought we couldn't live a day without each other, its already been 5 months. Even up till now, I ask myself before I sleep, "Have I made the right choice in letting her go?". I still cannot come to terms with how someone who keeps telling you that, you have loved her for who she is and not what she is, told you how much she cannot live without you, went through almost all the ups and downs in your 2 years in school could actually leave without a word. Perhaps I'll never understand what she's thinking. One thing for sure, I think she would never regret this decision about ending our relationship. One day when I've moved on and look back at all these, i do hope that I can smile and tell myself that at least I've made an impact in her life.

The school term is coming to an end very soon and once it does, I guess I wouldn't even have the chance to see her anymore. Often, I'd like to sit by the bus window and stare as the scenery pass by and reflect on the things that has happened in my life thus far. I would always ask myself questions about life, fate and all things incomprehensible. You see, we met in 2007 as OG mates and our paths crossed. Took a chance and got together before our paths went parallel again last year. This time I guess, all's up to fate. If only one day, I could understand what "HE" has in plan for me. Life can be a little easier if only I knew how I could make the best out of it. Companionship or love? Its time I figured this out.

You give my life a brand new start...
3:45:00 PM



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