<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d393551474639246662\x26blogName\x3dI+just+wanna+hold+your+hands+and+neve...\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://walkwithen.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://walkwithen.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8917750482598870069', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I applied for half day's leave to catch the SYF Central Judging for Dance today at the University Cultural Centre in NUS today and I must say that its pretty professionally done. I managed to catch SAJC, TJC, TPJC, PJC, RJC, NYJC, MI and MJC in action. RJC really impressed me with their dance item that had the combination of the past vs present concept and of course their props. The way they stacked their chairs in the background created another different scene for their dance halfway through. Not that I can really appreciate the choreography, but whats most important in "ARTS", be it performing arts or visual arts, you bring the audience to see what you want them to see and feel the way you want them to.

In comparison, MJC was one of the more coordinated groups. In a dance piece, the choreographer usually wants to create patterns and visual effects. This, when coordinated nicely will give the audience a pleasant feeling. AND I must say, MJC was pretty neat in their display of their item. YA LA... You have done well girl, here's a pat on your back! -Pats-

*The above comments are solely from the author's point of view*

I was also badly pissed when my colleague called me up telling me that I did not inform one of my bosses that I was leaving in the afternoon. The fact is, I did! AND I clearly remember her telling me, "Hey Eason, I need you on Wednesday morning, can you leave in the afternoon instead?" If that wasn't enough, she actually said I did not finish my work before I leave. BUT the fact is, I printed out the notes she needed and left them on her table THIS MORNING! I even saw her handing out and she even told me, "Eason, can you please get paper clips for the participants to clip their notes?" HOW CAN NOT PISSED OFF SIA! But at the very least, my immediate superior helped me clarify the whole issue with her and when i apologised to my immediate superior. He actually said, never mind la, its not your fault, no need to say sorry, hope it didn't spoil your mood. SEE! NICE RIGHTS!

READ THE FINE PRINTS DUDES/DUDETTES:
MAN UTD 3 - 2 AC MILAN, ROONEY SCORES LAST GASP WINNER
HAIL THE DEVILS....GLORY, GLORY MAN UTD!!


You give my life a brand new start...
6:55:00 PM



Saturday, April 21, 2007
I went to a club for the 3rd time last nites. I'm serious, that was my 3rd! We were supposed to be going to Butterfactory along Robertson Quay...buts...the story goes like that:
3 guys were walking along the Singapore River finding Butterfactory. It is said that if you enter b4 10pm, the charges were only $15 . AND so, you could expect the jubilation when they manage to find it at 9.55pm sharp. Just as the 3 guys were handing over their IDs for a check, 1 of them muttered, don't i look 18 to you. Thats when the lady said, entry is for 23 and above only. I'm sorry guys!..... MALU can~ hahha

The 3 guys then met up with 3 other guys and after much debate, the gang of 6 decided to head for MOS. MOS had free entry and kudos to YC for bringing the noobs around the place for an orientation. They then made their way to Smoove and tried damn hard to squeeze into the crowd in the cage. If you are seriously uncomfortable with squeezing among ppl, den dot club. HA! hmmm and then it all started from there. 6 gays on the dance floor dancing amongst themselves. But the main event of the day only started when the head of the group arrived, dehua!! That was when the group was split up with dehua, kok liang and Yc looking for their regular dose of fun with noob wenyong, leaving me, esmond and eng sim dancing amongst ourselves.

To cut the story short, it was fun even thou I was nicknamed the "monk" for the nites. LOLZ but hor, got gals throw themselves at me de hor. I was waiting at the entrance of the cage when this grp of gals came in and the last gal actually came and gyrated me.. ahah and...she's pretty de! hahah. but sorry ah... 'm still noobs to this. hahah...

After getting rejected entry at Butterfactory, I decided to take a moment to capture this scene...nice mah?
.Esmond with Eng sim.
MOS, time check, 4.15am hmmmz.. Taken after we decided it was time to say buh-byes....

You give my life a brand new start...
12:28:00 PM



Friday, April 20, 2007
Zhiyuan, its simply amazing how you can see through me. Sometimes, i dot know wad to say. Perhaps no one really knows me well enough. Everyone thinks that Yusheng's the 'happy-go-lucky', optimistic, 'tian ta xia lai dang bei gai' kind of guy. But perhaps, beyond all that, there's somebody totally different. Emotional, Sentimental.....a perfectionist? hmmm....



You give my life a brand new start...
7:23:00 PM



I fell sick. The doctor said the tonsils were swollen and I had a fever. I didn't really feel feverish and decided to go back to work ystd afternoon. But I felt really, really restless in the afternoon and I just kept falling asleep on the desk. Doc says there should be no exercising and mum says thats cos' the virus may attack the heart... Ooh Mama mee ah....

Today we went to Adam's Rd for lunch and yet again, Daniel doesnt believe that I've only been to a club twice.! ahah and Kok yi kept saying..."YA!! You've been to the club twice only since u turned 21 rite...b4 that muz have been so many times..."

I should wear specs, remove my studs and look innocent....ahaha

You give my life a brand new start...
7:05:00 PM



Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Mummy's angry with me cos' she's worried. But there's no call for worries. My tonsils on the left is slightly swollen since monday and mummy wanted me to catch the doc last night, but i have refused, telling her i wanna be jogging instead. Sometimes, you just wished you could lie at the benches and fall asleep looking at the stars.

I started to think and reflect as i stared into the sky last nites. I missed NS terribly, I can't figure why. I felt the same way when i was looking through the little book we made at the end of the course. It reminded me of training, of camps, of commissioning parade and the ball. I can't say how much i missed training in camp and all. Seriously, I wished I had more commitment back then, I wished I had put in more. My boss had this belief in me, he knew that I had the potential, but to make sure I show it, he said it needed something to crush me....But it never happened then. Maybe, I just needed to set the priorities right and set the sail in the correct direction. I was lookin at the photos of the commissioning ball for my last batch of trainees which was held at the jewel box. That was perhaps one day I really missed, I stared at the card they'd made for me and the appreciations they had for me.....I really thought I could have given more to them. Perhaps.........If only I could turn back time...

You give my life a brand new start...
9:11:00 AM



Monday, April 16, 2007
I looked at myself in the mirror today as i bathed. Bored like nothing, i used the shampoo and styled my hair back. I look so much like a gal!!! Sucha pity that I'm a guy. I would make sucha pretty gf! HA! Seems like I may be having a new assistant, one's leaving for greener pastures and it seems that a GAL may take his place instead. WELL.......-beams- LOLZ.

My LEFT kept twitching. and my left jaw keeps having this...-i'm so gonna cramp up feeling- SHIT! Mabbe I'm gonna get a stroke!! hmmz...


You give my life a brand new start...
11:25:00 PM



Sunday, April 15, 2007
I've changed my phone. The old one was causing a lot of problems and the photos inside simply changed colours by itself. Especially the ones i liked. Oh crap! But that gave me the chance to delete everything inside and get a new phone. The amazing thing is I can't seem to delete that FOLDER!! And I simply don't get it cos' I've already deleted all the msges. Point is, I got a new phone. LOLZ.... It leaves me with no choice but to delete everything inside. NO MORE EXCUSES!

Went to my aunt's place today and helped out with the cooking. Mummy made me cut the apricots for the salad and help in the salad making. Then she made me peel the shells for the quail's eggs. This was followed by 'Muah Chee' making! That has to be the most fun part of the day. I kneaded the dough and fried it before dipping it in Peanut gratings. LOLz... My couzzies helped in the making and serious, I've never had so much fun in preparing dinner.! I then helped to start the fire for the soup and cooked the rice. LOLz. Seriously, I am so gonna make sure my gal cooks with me some day. That will be so much fun eh.. who wants a BF who can cook, there's one for hire! lolz........


Salad in the making..I don't know why but the colour looked really nice, especially the cranberries in red...
Thats my mummy cutting the honeydew into cubes, she says she's not pretty now. Cannot take the face. LOLZ
Thats my Couzzie, Sean kneading the dough for the muah chee. It was really simple.
Here we go....The Muah CHee done....All photos courtesy of my K800i. hhaha



You give my life a brand new start...
10:15:00 PM



Saturday, April 14, 2007
I am god damn tired and i don't even feel like lifting my fingers. Monica says I'm crazy cos i gym 4 days a week. Monica says good thing I'm not her bf cos I will neglect her cos i gym too much. Craziness. haha.. I am bored.... damn tired....I dreamt thati got commissioned again. hhaha. weird dreams.... tired tired tired....

You give my life a brand new start...
10:12:00 AM



Friday, April 13, 2007
I think my ear's rotting, the pus have stopped oozing out but its still painful. Work was mundane except for calling up 10 different hotels trying to book a room for an overseas trainer. The reply you get, "I'm sorry sir, we're fully booked for the month of April......." Like c'mon.....all the hotels are full? hmmmz.. The news didn't go down really well with the boss, but being the nice man he always have been, he said....today's Friday the 13th you remember.? hahahha...... Doesn't really mean anything to me, either way.

I saw this colleague in the other office today, her back looks familliar, her hair, the way she dresses.....But....I don't even know her.....hmmmz....



You give my life a brand new start...
9:53:00 PM



Thursday, April 12, 2007
Ah bee says that i shouldn't donate blood b'cos I'm taking supplements, he says I will be a bad donor. But, its not as if I'm donating something else. Oh wells. I've completed season 2 of Prison Break and i badly need the season finale to be out really soon.

There was this smell, so familliar, so sweet....But it seems like its been a long time ago..

You give my life a brand new start...
10:04:00 PM



Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Was talking to Sid when he told me that I am real weird cuz sometimes i sound happy and sometimes I get all tangled up in my emotions. Boy!! Don't get the wrong idea ya, I was just talking bout it and saying how i really feel about it all. I am fine now. Serious. Really fine. Not kidding. No qualms no nothing. Just Myself. Thanks for asking Sid.. Seriously, I am getting on fine. =)

You give my life a brand new start...
10:25:00 PM



Man Utd
7
UEFA Champions League: Quarterfinals - 2nd Leg
Final - Old Trafford
Man Utd 7 - 1 Roma
Michael Carrick (11)
Alan Smith (17)
Wayne Rooney (19)
Cristiano Ronaldo (44)
Cristiano Ronaldo (49)
Michael Carrick (60)
Patrice Evra (81)

Daniele De Rossi (69)
Agg: 8 - 3
Roma
1
The scoreline says it all. It was all worth the stay up to catch them in action. Fantastic, Fabulous, Sheer class. Chelsea was lucky and well, the truth is that there may be an all england finals.

Work ain't that tiring once you find the right way to relax when you should, just like how I've come to realize that I'm seriously into this prison break thing. Ha!! Got my hair trimmed today and will be getting it seriously shaven when it comes to june, cuz I gotta get my head in that peak cap for Yap's wedding.... Time to sleep........Nites..

You give my life a brand new start...
10:12:00 PM



Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Seriously, don't even try to piss me off sometimes cuz I realized that I'm getting short tempered...I was on the way home on the bus when this ah neh decided to board the bus and sit behind me. I am already trying to get myself as comfortable as possible considering there is a 'blardy hump' under my feet. That ah neh chose to prep his legs up and pushed my seat forward. You know the feeling of having a pair of legs behind your back. It sucks totally can. It lasted for the rest of my journey ever since he came on board and i really wanted to test my fist on his blardy face sia. IDIOT!

Side note, Prison Break is addictive. Scolfeld's sucha hot guy and seriously, I sometimes envy him.. He's hot mah.

You give my life a brand new start...
10:21:00 PM



Monday, April 9, 2007
We walk along in life and find that along the way we stumble and sometimes we fall. I have never tot that i would have fallen this hard before. I have always tot that after 3 failed ones, i would have had grown to understand that there can never be forever and happily ever after unless she's the one for you. I always tot that i wouldn't have put in my everything, I'd tot that I would be wary of this thing called -love-.. But when she came into my life, i tot that i have found someone who has loved me for who I am, for how I am and for how I love my girl.....My failed relationships taught me something, I can be too good, too nice and people, more often than not thinks that you have no backbone, "bu shi nan ren". But now i know, girls need something more than just being nice to them....hmmz..... I don't need no one to tell me who's right or wrong anymore. I know for myself and all i want is for this to be an amiable ending. Regrets aplenty but I know that in time to come, I know for sure that I have given the best of me and my feelings.

I've paid for these in full sum of my tears, my broken heart and my feelings....All i need now, is for myself to find back what I've lost and for all that I've lost, I want them back!

I have not lost in anyway, but I have gained more.....far more than i could have when i was with you.....

You give my life a brand new start...
11:29:00 PM



Sunday, April 8, 2007
Been a long time since i sat down and had a decent session blogging. I used to think that things are in control and that I am in control, but sometimes, in life, I must say that you can't control what happens. It was a rather painful lesson learned and till this day, I am still asking myself the same question, the same question that keeps me thinking of what I want in my life. I spoke to zhiyuan on this and he agrees with me that he has the same question about himself but well...it doesn't matter if I have an answer for myself. It does not matter at all. Not anymore.

I have seen for myself the successful stories of many and the failed ones aplenty, sometimes, you can't really determine what's what. Am I making sense at all? I am looking forward, not backtracking, but many a time, my heart skips a beat whenever I see things i shouldn't even be bothered to look at. Now life holds a whole new meaning for me, for me to find out what I really, really want. Its 'friendship'....myself, my family. Having 'fallen from grace', i realized that all of a sudden, I am all alone, with no close friends, no nothing. I also realized that no one can promise forever, nothing guarantees forever anymore. How do you profess your love? Just by saying 'I love you' or by saying..... 'forever'? Its something so much more than that. Seriously, it means more than that few words.

I am myself, and i will not allow myself to fall...Screw this shit!

You give my life a brand new start...
7:13:00 PM



Friday, April 6, 2007
Happy Birthday...weiLin and Minyee. So sorry, i kinda missed the celebration portion but well, i did join you guys at ritz carlton. I'm so sorry babes.....hmmz..Ritz carlton's sucha nice place and of course, it was really nice spending the nites with the 4 gals and the 5 other guys in the hotel room...hoped it was nice for you guys cuz i realli enjoyed the company and meeting up...hmmmz...

met up with my army colleagues just b4 going for Lin and Min's birthday....and wow.. i miss those peeps..those crazy sabo-ing in the office and the laughter that alwiz throws me off the chair. ahha i miss those days..i had my buddy i cud cry at and my buddy to talk to...anytime in the nites...hmmmz..buddy...miss u!! haha. received a plaque and testimonial from boss and that kinda summed up the time i had with these crazy peeps....

Beach!! ahah went beachin today and i enjoyed it totally... LMAO totally with the vballers..we scrutinized, we suan-ed and we had fun...haha more importantly, i'm a hundred bucks poorer cuz i gt that pair of jeans i wanted from zara......argghhhh.....i needa control badly! ahhah...... ciaoz

You give my life a brand new start...
8:35:00 PM



Monday, April 2, 2007
hmmz..great! feeling wonderful.. hmmz.. i know im a typical cancerian because my mood fluctuates, because my mood is unpredictable..hmmmz. i din talk much today and was really, really super tired b'cuz i slept at 430am last nites...more importantly, prison break is 'hen hao kan' lor. now i really hooked onto it.ahha gym was postponed today and as usual, on my bus trip home, i was thinkin of stuffs.. and den i heard jay zhou's-ting ma ma de hua. it was supposed to be a very happy song, but i cried....i teared and i realli, realli regretted neglecting my mum...my family...I carn say how close i am with her some 2 years back before NS, but at that one moment, i decided to message my mum and tell her, i've disappointed her. i've alwiz been darn emo when it comes to my r'ships and since the 1st, she has alwiz worried bout how i would handle things. no matter how grown up we are, our parents will alwiz think we're still young kids.. hmmz. and so.....at the moment, i decided, "我要活得更开心、快乐!..."

after dinner, mummy had a lengthy talk with me and i could tell how much she wanted to hear me out and be my best fren. i am relli, relli touched. each time i say someth nice to her, i will cry...cuz i know she cares the most for me...believe me...i'm over this...i am....i may reminisce....but i am no longer holding on....

要爱别人之前要懂得好好爱自己!

You give my life a brand new start...
9:40:00 PM



我已不再想信爱情。有些人觉得我这样很幼稚,很愚昧。因为爱情并不能够当饭吃!但当你置身为我想一想时,我的心可是肉做的!为了她而苦乐自己,为了她我放弃了友情。为了让她开心我不惜一切,但得到的是无比的伤害。难道我就不想放弃吗? 难道让自己堕落我开心吗? 一边打这字,我一边流着泪。他们在一起了! 我崩溃了。。。

我输了!彻底输了!我是傻的、笨的!看到他们那么甜蜜的开始, 看到她心里的那个他已成了另一个人,看到她忘了自己的记念热,我的心也慢慢的死 了。。

You give my life a brand new start...
9:34:00 AM



Sunday, April 1, 2007
Finally went out for some shopping in ages. I saw that bag i'm gonna get from esprit. I saw that jeans from zara..! and of course my pink & red polo tee from gap...wahahha...budden..it will add up to...

bag- $99.90
jeans- $99.00
Tee- $?

hahah....so much! ahah i needa work more, earn more and save more. Finally got my brown-green praias from NUM today and had a sumptuous dinner with dehua, jas and wy at maxwell. Been great fun shopping from 2 onwards and we were being such idiots counting the number of "big ponies" we see on our way and comparing how many frens we see in orchard...haha the winner is me la.. haha of course!! lol..walking along orchard, to the cathay, den to chinatown.....realli.....made me feel a lil "bu zhi zai" but...the gr8 company really made me feel so good!......

i'm friggin tired...i'm gonna turn in le..
nites...!!

fotos will come soon.....


You give my life a brand new start...
11:01:00 PM



welcome
So that I Love and Cherish....

Site: http://walkwithen.blogspot.com
Webmaster: Eason
Since: 26 Feb 2007

biography
Cancerian
21
Male

dislikes

Liars
Hypocrites
Playboys

desires
An everlasting r'ship
A lovable gf.....HER~
Life to be super great!
My 'metro' Esprit bag (That I can't find anymore)
More clothes...MORE
connections
Kwok
Stevie
Leonard
Bao yue
Xiaobin
Bilu
Sidney
Xinyi
Shuyin
Ben Lim
Joy
Zee

Shout outs




rewind
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010


sing it



creds
His friend's sister. (: